I am very lonely and depressed today even though I have a girlfriend. She told me that she feels differently between brain and heart. The brain has no trust any more about me but the heart is still full of pathetic. So she doesn't know how she can handle this. She started to lose some interests and ignore me what I would do when I made her break her trustworhy the time I blacked out and didn't receive her phone calls. It is difficult to bulid a trust relationship between couples but unfortunately it is more easier to spoil it. I totally regret that I did and it is my resposibility. What would I do for her to allow to me and change her brain? How can I do that the heart control her brain which does not allow to go out with me? Today is terrible night I've ever had in my life. 

===== Thanks- Mike!!
She told me her thoughts.
I am very lonely and depressed today even though I have a girlfriend. She told me that she feels mixed emotions about our relationship. She has lost trust in me but in her heart, she still loves me. So, she doesn't know how to handle this. She has started to lose interest in me and now ignores me. I lost her trust the time I blacked out and couldn't answer her phone calls. It is difficult to build a reliable relationship between couples and unfortunately it is easier to spoil it. I totally regret what I did and take responsibility for it. What can I do to change her mind? How can I change her mind and the way she feels about me so I can take her on a date today? This is the worst night I've ever had in my life! 


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