lonely night

I'm almost accustomed to call to her in my bed during 3 years. I make it a rule to talk to her just before I fell asleep every day. Unfortunately I did continuous mistakes in a row which I drank a lot and didn't receive her phone call. I should have not drunken till midnight. It made her mad and I couldn't control it any more. In other words, she started annoying me and I don't know what I would do to solve this problem. It's absolutely my faults and time to overcome by myself to satisfy her. How will I face to this situation and what is the best solution? The saying is true, "out of sight, out of mind". Please do your best for your partner when she is in your range. I really miss the time I called her and see her smile face.

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